Friday, June 20, 2008

Juice Feast-Day 33

Emotional Fits & Starts

Today was weird. One minute I was crying and the next minute I was dancing around with my Ipod feeling on top of the world. The crying was a nice release for me (the dancing, too). Very cleansing. I really needed it! By the end of the day I felt exhausted. I hope it happens again.

Major Water Retention

I feel swollen and puffy today, like a pig (no offense to my porcine brethren). It feels like every drop of fluid that I'm taking in is staying in. I'm peeing a lot though, so I don't really get it. I've had so many wonderful "slim & trim" days lately, that today having some water retention makes everything feel extra jiggly. Ugh...It's not my favorite. Still, I honor the process of this feast, and I'm grateful for whatever happens to me each day. I trust that my body knows what it need to do. I wonder if it's resting and regrouping for the next 1/3 of the journey.


Juicy Diary-Day 33

(today's juices & supplements)

32 oz water +MSM +cascara sagrada

32 oz green juice (kale, spinach, celery, cucumber, green bell pepper, cilantro, dandelion greens, carrots, jalapenos, garlic, red onion)

32 oz green juice

32 oz water

32 oz green grape/orange/granny smith

20 oz watermelon/blueberry/strawberry

Total Juice = 116 oz (0.91 gallons)

Total Water = 64 oz water (0.50 gallons)

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Sleep & dreams: 8 hrs. I didn't wake up very rested today, even though I slept 8 hrs. I remember a partial dream. My husband and I were driving down the road. He said he was lost and almost simultaneously, I realized we had driven over a cliff. Now we were plummeting down through the tops of some very tall pine trees. As the car flipped over I remember thinking how tall the pine trees looked. I couldn't see the ground beneath them because they were so tall, and thought to myself it's going to seem like forever before impact. I experienced the continuous sensation of falling head first. I remember closing my eyes to wait for the impact and wondering if I would die instantly, or if I would feel anything at all. I became lucid at this point and stayed with the feeling of falling for a few seconds. Then I got scared and woke myself up. I think I was afraid of what would happen if I stayed with the feeling...

Exercise: no

Sauna: no

Energy: Like a faucet. Sometimes a trickle, other times full blast.



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